So in the hospital last night I remember something really weird/interesting happening before I passed out. I remember seeing a portal to my wonderland in front of me, specifically one of the areas I like swimming in. I then felt my vantage point start to float up and towards it. It felt like my mindform was being pulled out of the body.

I looked behind me and saw that my heart rate had finally hit a normal rate (it was n>140 for an hour or two) and I noticed that I didn't have the IV in my mindform's arm. I then floated towards the portal and just started swimming freely. My dream was more of the free swimming in a warm, peaceful, safe and depopulated area.

I remember feeling protected, but not being sure who I was being protected by. I don't know if it really matters who or what was protecting me, but it helped and I'm grateful for it. I kinda miss that dream now lol. It got interrupted very instantly in the hospital when it was time to wake up.

I just sorta remember the snapback to reality and hearing the heart rate monitor sound, but much much slower than before. I was told that it was time for me to head out. I got an Uber home, peed a fuckload and then passed out in bed.

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@cadey

All what you described is known as dissociation. It occurs in time of great stress: Car crashes, near death run ins, danger.

You had what by all means is rather common in those situations.

Hope you're doing alright today.

@cadey

Dissociation did what was supposed to do. I'm glad <3

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