mh that seems --- but is actually ~, mention of depression/anxiety
As for organization and consciousness, of that, you must be even less certain. It could well be that there are forms of life that we do not even recognize, at scales we are simply not set up to calculate. A member of an ant/bee family could not have most human concepts explained to them even partially, but they share enough that we can recognize organization in them that we mirror. So it could be with life we cannot understand.