Saxxon🦊 @[email protected]

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Pinning some connections here:
Bandcamp - https://sanxion7.com
Blog - https://ilovepa.ws
Furaffinity - https://furaffinity.net/user/saxxonpike
Github - https://github.com/saxxonpike
Refsheet - https://ref.st/saxxon
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/saxxonpike
Telegram - https://t.me/saxxonfox

Overheard: "what's the past tense of troubleshoot?"
My brain: TROUBLESHAT

This package also arrived. I'll reveal what's inside later.

Milestone. #diablo3

And SC struck that download down pretty quickly. I find it kinda funny that they got it on the "2009 version" though - that's not the exact source of the sample. But I don't really feel like disputing over something so trivial.

Y'all really gotta hear the results though. So I'm putting it somewhere else. https://ilovepa.ws/droppy/$/py88m

Automated vocal isolation has come a *really long way*. This isn't too bad in a mix.
https://soundcloud.com/saxxonpike/2020-08-06-vocal-isolation-test-you-spin-me-round

Lovely messages in user account applications today. I won't share them, but it feels kinda nice to know when someone is looking for a place to belong, this place is a choice they feel good about.

I found out I've been part of his life all this time because I've been useful to him. I feel like he treats all his friends like this. Completely ghosts everyone until he needs something or there's someone he wants to impress.

I'm also biased. But reflection reveals things.

He goes on about how much he misses me and how excited he is to drive up and hang out. But I've been in the basement sorting stuff out, separate from him. I don't think I believe any of that anymore.

I got played. Again.

Ex's here today to assist in separating the bins we had packed when we intended to move together.

Actually no, he had his server parts shipped here (to reduce tax) and messed with that and the RPi the whole time. I'm separating our belongings on my own. No support. I even drove out and paid for food yesterday.

Nothing's changed. It'll be good to be done and start a new chapter.

Gay morning~

Current best setup for the retro box looks like GeForce 3 + Voodoo 2. The former does the heavy lifting and fast MSDOS game rendering; the latter does all things Glide. Still waiting to experiment with modded Tualatin processors. They have to show up first.

#RetroComputing

Shane is here with Val. He said he's going to "have a hard time here the next couple days, shit's real". Yeah, it is.

The depth of all this is going to hit him the moment he signs off on this place and we legit part ways.

Or maybe it won't. It makes no difference to me anymore. Our lives are already separate. We're just having to share space momentarily.

Out of sync again. Questioning whether or not I should ever have started. Trying hard not to feel like a fraud. I still don't know that I'm doing this right. At no point did I ever feel like I am.

Sometimes it's great. Other times I feel like an outsider, an infiltrator. I don't match the profile, I don't experience all the things I'm told people who do this do.

It feels like the correct path, but doesn't feel like I'm doing it right.

Good news, the Slocket works great. Bad news, there's no mechanism to hold it in place, so there's a lot of tug on the CPU slot itself when I add a heatsink. #RetroComputing

Today's chiptune jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POXaKOjdjRA

I DIDN'T KNOW THIS WAS A DOG BONE AT FIRST

This is the culprit. She apparently chewed one of the corners off.