Still looking for an artist that can draw my character, Sebastian, in a really manly way.
Best would be in a similar style to https://www.furaffinity.net/user/dreamandnightmare, but it is no requirement. I just like his style, but the requirement is that Sebastian looks /manly/ in the picture.
If you know someone that's open, let me know!
For people coming here, what you can expect, is the musings of a skunk boy.
Also rather lots of NSFW talk (with CW) and similar.
Also I am a sub, so be prepared for dom/sub talk and well, being teased by a sub sometimes~
If you want more general stuff about me, follow me over at @maxinered
humiliation kink, but also existential
And I guess most of the stuff, like I mentioned before (the forced gay thing) and such, is also stemmed in humiliation, because I'm just a big slut for pain and humiliation, to try to cope with the pain I life my entire life.
I kinda wonder how many other trans folk is into transphobia applied to them, as a humiliation thing?
I'm pretty sure that I'm not the only one, who is into that kinda thing.
And I guess it is some sort of therapy, to deal with what society and we ourselves do to us?
Dunno, but kinda just curious how many are just into transphobia as humiliation.
going more into rambling now, still kinda transphobia+horny though
I think that's also where a lot of this "forced into being a gay cis dude" horniness comes from.
Which isn't bad and actually a lot more positive than the aforementioned transphibia itself, but has the same roots I guess.
At least the "forced into being a gay cis dude" stuff is much less hurting and I get some positive stuff out of it.
The other is just kinda horny punishment.
kinda neg, transphobia mention in a horny situation, slurs
Like, when I'm horny, all this stuff of "being just a fag" and similar makes me more horny and I guess it also helps working out self doubt and such.
But ultimately it also hurts for real and I do need some re-assurance now and then.
horny thoughts, d/s, gender stuff
Really want a hard, hot cock against my ass, while bent over a couch or on all fours.
Be eased into being a gay sex pet for some hot dude. Be horny, be teased, be eased.
Agreeing with his suggestions. Wanting to be a dude, because he wants me to and secretly I want it too, but can't admit it.
The simpleness. Just be a submissive guy for a hot dude and have him make me feel good about me and good about what I do.
horny thoughts, d/s, gender stuff
He rubs his dick against mine then, comparing sizes. He's not much bigger, but knows how I react to being teased about it, but he makes sure I know that he loves my small dick and how I look.
He makes sure I know he loves me being a dude. He loves telling me I'm a dude and how much he likes my dick and ass and if I ever grow breasts, I should bind them. And I agree.
I'm a dude for him and love it.
horny thoughts, d/s
Kinda curious why I usually get much more submissive mood when I stroke my dick.
But also kinda just want someone rimming my ass right now and easing me into a masculine mindest.
Like "you're really a sexy dude and your ass is gorgeous", "this is just one guy pleasing another, relax"
Mmmph, just relaxing and let others decide. Be a subby, chubby guy for a little and let that handsome dude take care of edging me all he wants and easing me further into submission...
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