Tooch @[email protected]

HEY UHHHHHH...

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If you ever want to ask me a completely unprompted question out of nowhere, this website was made for that and for some reason I'm okay with taking your Uncalled For Queries there (or "Queeries," because I'm some kinda gay): https://curiouscat.me/Tooch

Its the worst with coworkers. We have to see each other ALL the time, and My thought process is "I can work with them even tho they suck, but not if i dont act nice and polite," but then i go Too hard and suddenly they think im really cool and nice and im just like Fuck No I Dont Like Them I Just Want My Shift To Be A Little Easier Aaaaaaaa

Trying to be okay with the notion that someone out there might not like me.

Like I've never thought everyone has to be my Friend? But i 100% have spent my life walking on eggshells around people so even people *I* dont like dont have any bad things to say about me.

It sucks! And doesnt work out. And is wrong tbh. I should be better about not lying to people about liking them. Theres being polite and then there's letting them think we're friends. It's manipulative.

*sees a tweet was liked by someone who I used to make D-list video review content with who's review website I left in Like 2010??? because I was recently out and on a podcast we hosted they jokingly summarized people's response to Heath Ledger being cast as the Joker as "That faggot???" and I told the other dude in charge of the channel who had Been tired of his shit and ghosted every one else*

...Ew!

*stuck taking a shit at work while it's slow, but I hear it getting busier out there.*

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Madfall (1/6) https://www.patreon.com/posts/madfall-1-6-27591292?utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter&utm_campaign=postshare

This is honestly a key factor in my frustration with my family.

When I avoid buzzwords the rightwing media's conditioned them to not listen to they AGREE with me on a lot of political shit, if I walk them through things and stop just short of "And capitalism's to blame" they AGREE everything is unfair and nothing works right.

But at the end of the day even if they don't fully admit it their core philosophy will Always be "get yours and keep your head down." It's all we know.

Everything I've gleaned from my family, other Italian-Americans I meet, and us in media, communicates to me a survival-rooted selfishness excused because it extends to personal loved ones, but Not An Inch Further.

An Italian family could let the entire World burn so long as they keep one another safe.

This is romantic but ultimately incredibly close-minded and will never lead to any lasting solutions to the systemic problems that initially oppressed us in this country.

I want to end it.

Man I wish other Italian-Americans weren't so fucking racist to the point where it's like. Imbedded in our culture? Fucking shucks.

Anyway "The Godfather" is a good movie. My wife enjoyed it overall. Just not...the parts that made me post this. Woof...

NINTENDO DID IN-FACT SAVE ME I'M ALIVE AND THRIVING VIDEOGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMES!!!!!!

Ive had so much going on I was looking forward to E3 distracting me, but I Think these last few days have just made me depressed.

It's been fucking miserable, all the gross war imagery and empty promises and subscription aervices trying to get us HYPE about losing the ability to Own anything. A new console generation when I've spent this WHOLE last one barely able to afford a Switch until like a year ago.

Square Enix was okay?? But just. Ugh. God Nintendo save me.

Wife and I are doing more E3 watching heck yeah WIFE-UP GAMERS http://twitch.tv/sheepycap

Bethesda can't just call their game mode "BATTLEMODE" like that's an original title they invented.

I swear to God the entire video game industry has like 40 words they like and they REFUSE to allow ANY new words ever.

I'm so fucking mad CAN THEY TITLE THEIR SHIT BETTER?

Are stories about "protag lives The Most Boring Ordinary Normal Life until something fantastic and impossible happens" conditioning us to roll over and accept drudgery and mediocrity through Constant re-inforcing of the notion that "NOTHING in reality can fulfill you like an escapist fantasy can"?

"You'll Never Be A Space Pirate/Mecha Pilot/Magical Girl so just keep that office job and buy another credit card."

I dunno! Random thought.

Some dev or Triple A studio exec somewhere: "WHY can't we make a fun marketable inoffensive mass-appeal shooter based on a Real Life War! Everyone Always Gets Mad when we take the horrors of real wars that have sociopolitical ramifications through history to today and profit off of the imagery and memory of entire countries and people's suffering! WHAT ARE WE DOING WRONG?!"

happy E3 everygamey (like everybody but your body is built for gaming so it's a gamey now congrats)

Their last video was fun and went to different Indian restaurants and talked about food culture, which is always my big fav, but even that had the shitty "SHOCKED YOUTUBE FACE" thumbnail which...makes no sense. It's just Indian food, why is your special guest who IS Indian looking confused/surprised about the existence of Indian food?

YouTube sucks. Content sucks.

Literally playing orchestral victory music when someone finally has a big gross chunk in their ear. WE DID IT WE GOT THE CONTENT THIS WASNT A WASTED SHOOT!

The Try Guys asking their whole crew to get their ears inspected for wax on-camera because they didn't have enough wax on their own for an entertaining video and are desperate for wax to make content is a beautiful metaphor for YouTube.