Musings about top surgery, recovering from self-loathing
I'm in such a weird place with my body (and my mental health but that's another story) right now because I'm trying to get top surgery, right? And a lot of that is prepping for the fact that I'll have to be really gentle with myself for a while. That's such a bizarre feeling to be planning to nurture myself, especially my physical body which usually causes me a lot of distress.
Musings about top surgery, recovering from self-loathing, weight
Furthermore, tomorrow I have to vouch for myself in a consultation as an overweight person wanting the procedure, which, let's be real, is the thing I DISLIKE about my body the most. To have to defend myself as an overweight transmasc individual is to have to take my own side. Top surgery is FORCING me to be nice to myself.
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